So I have also decided not to publish any of these but if someone happens to come across this, well hello to you. I don't want to be judged or pitied so I don't want any comments to be left. I don't even remember if I have that option working?

I just want to be able to write how I feel and get all the stuff that I have in my head out.

No editing except for typos if I see them.

I also noticed that is nearly twelve months since my last blog. And that was about Alicia but I will not be reading it nor will I delete it.
She is not quite out of my life because it is a very weird pull that she has on me but I finally deleted the 13 months worth of text messages that I kept on my phone. It took a few days to convince myself that I had done the right thing. My phone actually feels lighter now! Lol
I tweeted her that I did it and she was a tad surprised that I told her that I am now free from her but to take care of herself.
She bloody text me a few days later to say that she fell over and hurt herself and wished I hadn't told her to take care of herself. She liked though. I didn't reply back.
I still occasionally check her tweets because I have to. This is the pull she has over me.

I am hoping that this will be the last time I need to write about Alicia.


I am writing these blogs on my tablet and I am finding it quite easy to type out -especially with the autocorrect and preemptive strike - no - next word suggestion. <---- see what I did there? Lol

Ok. It's 10.30pm and after writing two basic blogs I feel better.
Be back next time...